The half-elf tilted her head, smiling at the sensation against her neck before leaning back against him, resting her cheek against the edge of his shoulder. 'I tried when you went to see Korm. It's the reason that I asked what I did. I … I can't rest. The things I see are getting blurred. Like I'm moving backwards. I don't want to look any more.' She shut her eyes tightly. 'It's cowardly, but I don't want to see them again.'